Friday, November 20, 2009
TIME: 10:40 PM
this week pretty slack as compared to last week cause only got 2 papers. but it's precisely this reason that i was at home most of the time which was boring. =_= no more econs, so left with bio and chem. i can't wait for everything to be over.
even now as i'm blogging, i feel sian. cause life is not much interesting right now. nothing much to write. haha. whenever i'm bored of studying, i start to think about what i'm going to do after a levels. the list just keeps going on and on. =) then when i think too much about it, i have to keep reminding myself to get back into the studying mode.
i feel scared. i usually feel scared before the paper and after the paper. basically, i've been feeling scared ever since last monday. i'm sure even after a levels, i'll feel scared too cause i won't know how badly i've done right. =)
Saturday, November 14, 2009
TIME: 11:37 PM
i managed to survive the tough week of 6 papers in 4 days. looking at the positive side, there's 5 more papers left. looking at the negative side, i'm scared that my answers are not what they are looking for, in short, i'm afraid that i'll do badly for the papers. maths and gp are cleared, so left bio, chem and econs. jia you. =)
today, i met von to study. we studied for a while in bukit merah library, then decided to change to macs instead. elsa and her friend were also there. i ate a lot of junk/unhealthy food. =( i had lunch there, shared 3 packets of twistees, ate 1 sundae and 1 apple pie. we talked about what we should do after a levels. i even came up with a list. haha. on the way home, i chat with elsa. we talked about those old happy times at stc. stc is closing on 26 nov and moving to somewhere else temporarily. so we have to meet up before that, which is after our second last paper. =)
somehow, i don't feel that i study productively on weekends. i don't know why. i think maybe it's cause i feel more alive on weekdays, then die out on weekends. haha.
Sunday, November 08, 2009
TIME: 12:31 AM
i had sore throat for 2 days and was forced to see the doctor on thurs. i thought i got sore throat due to too much snacking. the funniest reason that i heard was i burnt my notes and ate it cause too mug. at least, the not enough sleep = low immune system = easier to sick makes more sense. haha. in the end, doc said viral attack.
stress accumulating as the day of the exams approaches. sometimes, it does get demoralising to know that you don't know a lot. what to do? just do whatever i can now. now is also the time to encourage and commiserate with one another. sigh. jia you everyone! =)
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
TIME: 11:27 PM
my dad is like my gp teacher at home. i always approach him for help in my compre and aq cause his general knowledge is a lot better than mine. he reads the newspapers and watch the news on tv daily. how i wish i can bring him in (smuggle) for my gp exam. =)
now, i try to exercise once/twice a week, depending on my mood (whether i'm lazy) and the weather. i bought my fav redondo luxury cream waters from ntuc yesterday, cause i wanted some motivation food during my a levels and also it was on offer. a pity i couldn't find the chocolate mint flavour, so i stick with the chocolate hazelnut flavour. =)
random stuff 1: the largest currency is Kuwait Dinar. random stuff 2: my maths prelim package 2008 is worth $1.30 (not cause i do a lot of papers but cause there's a price tag).
i should stop demoralising myself. =)
Friday, October 30, 2009
TIME: 10:18 PM
i've been going to school for the past 5 days straight, so no beauty sleep of 7-8 hours. =( i feel the need to stay positive always, especially towards studying. =) sometimes, i get way too stressed over trying to solve maths questions or studying for bio, but i know that i have to keep on trying.
today, i ate at the soup spoon for the first time. i like the idea of the soup in a bread that is shaped in a bowl. =) it tasted really good and filling. out of 5 days, today is the only day that i relaxed for the entire afternoon, looking at random stuff at bugis, bras basah and iluma. the long escalator at iluma takes about 1 minute and 20 seconds to travel up from level 1 to 4. =)
Sunday, October 25, 2009
TIME: 9:48 AM
i've received a different kind of strength. one that lifts me up and spurs me on to continue studying. words that inspired me. words that i longed to hear them, yet afraid to hear them. words that are somewhat different from what my home tutor told me during ptm for mid-years review, though the meaning behind the words are similar. so, i will jia you and not admit defeat until the battle is fought! =)
something random that i learnt. the reasons behind why lol is sometimes preferred over haha. 1. lol is 3 letters while haha is 4. 2. 1 letter saves about 1 milisecond. (not true!) 3. haha usually ends up with hahahahahaha, so very long mah. (i like this reason). but, i prefer to use a mix of haha and lol, depending on the situation. =)
when there's a will, there's a way.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
TIME: 11:42 PM
today, we went to aston at suntec to celebrate eleena's birthday. it's my first time eating at aston and the food was great. =) the price was rather reasonable. grill fish with herb, plus 2 side dishes in which i chose baked potato and onion rings for only $9. i learnt a few new cool jokes from shereen which i hope i can share them with others. =)
anyway, i've been listening to some of boa's songs ever since chang yong introduced to me bump bump (a really cool song, especially liked the rap parts) and qiao yi introduced to me eat you up (loved her dancing). besides these 2 songs, i also like winter love (a really touching song), brand new beat (a catchy song) and every heart (1 of anime inuyasha's ending theme). i read that there's inuyasha final act, supposedly the final season of inuyasha, but i'm only going to watch it after a levels.
i didn't expect the nagging side of me to surface again, but i guess it's for the good of others. tomorrow marks the start of another brand new week. i'm going to try my best! =)